Just when i started to think i’m free…
“She sent me a message, and suddenly everything we had in those 8 months, went quickly through my head..”
I hate it, i hate when it happens…you go back home, you think you’re finally free to do anything you want, you’ve done everything you have to for today, you just want to take a puff….but it someone or something just has to bring you back….back into the thoughts, thoughts about the past….thoughts….fuck thoughts! 
…
I thought…i thought i’m finished, that i don’t love her anymore….that…we have nothing anymore….but, i talked to her today…and i felt the cycle of fate is repeating itself, she laughed, sent me romantic songs, she flirted with me (indirectly of course, so her 
), she made sure i won’t forget the fact that she’s the one i love….
A friend of mine told me once:
the best solution is to wait and go with the flow….
I never liked to go with the flow, i always liked to plan everything….but it seems that all my plans failed….time to go with the flow…
Mood: Annoyed, somewhat depressed
Listening to: Fall To Pieces - Avril Lavinge
Nick Said,
June 29, 2005 @ 5:47 am
Oh sorry Heat, I hope everything goes well.
XPDude Said,
June 29, 2005 @ 1:14 pm
sometimes things don’t work out the way things work out to be. it’s the cold, harsh reality of life. take care.
(ps: you smoke?!)